"I Love You"

Today didn't get much better. I really didn't want to get up this morning and Nicole didn't make me want to do anything other than curl up in my blankets and continue sleeping.

I have to say that we have had so much rain I better not hear anything about Maryland being in a drought again for a very long time. According to WJZ, Annapolis had 6 inches of rain drop by 2pm this afternoon. I was surprised that it seemed like a wind storm had also come through, there were a lot of branches down and lots of broken limbs on all of the roads coming home.

I got a phone call from the school at around 9am. In the middle of one of the heaviest rain falls I get a call that MAC has been throwing up. Apparently she got on the transfer bus and threw up and then threw up a few more times at school. The nurse called and asked that we come pick her up right away.

When I called Hubby I had him on one line and the school on the other. My office is in a dead zone so I had to hang up on him and finish talking to the school. After I hung up with the school I tried to call Hubby back but he didn't pick up again.

I called the "talk" therapist’s office and cancelled the appointment for today, I scheduled the next appointment with the "talk" therapist, I called the church to tell them about Grandma, I called my RenFest boss and let him know what was going on, and I did some actual work today. I didn't go to band practice at work today or PoP Music tonight, I just didn't have the energy. I am hoping that I will start feeling more like myself tomorrow.

MAC took the news of Great Nana's death better than I expected. She was sad but continued to get herself ready for school. She did ask if there was going to be a funeral and said that she would like to talk to the "talk" therapist about her sad feelings. She was very quiet in the car and didn't want to play our usual hangman game but she did say she loved me as she left the car this morning.

I know I don't say it often enough but a death always makes me want to remind those I care about:  I love you.  I'm glad that we met and that you are a part of my life.  Thank you for all your well wishes and prayers.